I’m with the band

“Get the guitar tech over here, you know, whatshisname.”

What Tony says, must be obeyed. Sometimes, anyway.

Mike got up out of his chair and shouted backstage, “Yo, JJ, get your butt over here.”

Jonny James played guitar in a high school band. JJ thought he was a good player, but he knew he would never make it in the world of professional musicians. And that was ok, it was really, really, ok.

JJ loved the guitar. He knew everything about them. JJ could talk for hours about the type of guitars and amps that Hendrix used. People learned quickly to not get him started on the circuits in Clapton’s wah-wah pedal. JJ loved changing capacitors.

Mike was the road crew manager. JJ worked for him for over a year, going here and there with different bands. It was a life.
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Squids

Below the air-sky, above the sea-ground,

Within the world of left, right, forward, back, up, down, spin, loop, and dance,

Squids move in unison, then apart.

Rise and fall, males to the left, females to the right, reverse, mix.

Patterns on the skin, pictures, follow-me, be-mine, I-am-for-you, the males display.

The females joyously choose,

      should it be this one?

      should it be that one?

Her large eyes see, the female locks the pattern of the male, then responds,

All colors, both in sync, dance, stripes, play, circles, spin, spots, touch, red, loop.

Pairs across the water-field, in the green sea-grasses,

hide,          touch,          white,

love.

Knock

She thought she heard a knock at the back door.

A dream, perhaps? It was a cold night, but warm under the blankets. She opened one eye.

2:05am. No one ever knocked at the back door. Sleep was so inviting…

Another knock. The wind picked up. Maybe something banged against the door? Two eyes this time.

2:14am. That was it, the wind. I’m going to the park tomorrow, I’ve got to pack a lunch…

Two more knocks. Eyes wide.

2:22am. Ok, what the hell?
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The Heart of the Matter

There were a dozen tents in an open field. Sergeant Tare Radost decided this is where he would be, so there they were. Around him was a portable fence and twenty-five men doing their national duty. Ditches were being dug, wires strung, rifles cleaned.

Private Leo Baldwin was worried. Boot camp had been rough, and now here he is, digging a ditch, waiting.

“Cory,” he said, “I don’t know about this mission. You said we’re going to the center of the village?”

Corporal Cordura Abocado had been assigned to Radost for six months. He told his wife that it felt like six years.

Abocado intoned the Army line: “We have to deliver a message to the tribal chief, and we have to make a showing of it.”

“So, the Sergeant thinks that we have to put on this act of bravery to keep our credibility here? “

“That’s not how to look at it.”

How should this be looked at, Abocado thought to himself. I report to a crazy damn bastard who doesn’t give a shit if he lives or dies.
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Dream of You

When we were young, you slapped me away with your easy words.

Now I see you on the street every morning and cannot approach you.

The sharp ice you wear on your lips make me afraid.

I dream of you every night, lovers in a garden, children playing,
   growing old together.

I wake from you every morning, trembling.

Haiku

Her warm eyes embrace
our children’s smiles and my soul
We sit by the fire

A story told to
little ones in the playground
Laughs, shout, tell me more!

You can elike me
but you won’t feel my warm heart
Touchscreen has no soul

Fear

Silence had fallen. The trees were bare, and there was no rustling in the wind. Low, dark, empty clouds could be seen moving beyond the treeline in the fading light. High clouds covered the sky. He was soaked from the storm. The cold gripped him, pushed him, admonished him.  Mountains all around, the lake behind, every direction looked the same. With luck, the stars would be a guide tonight, the Milky Way pointing.

Johannes started shaking, first from cold, then from fear. Control, control, he thought. Decisions had to be made, one step, then another. Remember your father’s fireplace, he thought, remember the family hearth. Control your fear, choose your destiny, survive one minute, one hour, one day, each one different.

Just as the sun disappeared, the clouds above him started to part.

Choose your destiny, he thought, but the clouds had their own.

Darkness fell.

Bravery

Lead raining from the front,
He runs with his brothers firing,
Shocks rise through him,
Men fall around him,
Target, approach, battle, victory,
It was another day.

At night he thinks of his loss of her, his old home, his old life,
He does not want to return there,
He is home here,
Does he have what it takes to return?

Beauty

He knew she was just a figment of his sight,
A reflection of his mind’s eye off the living room window back to their bedroom,
No past or future, only now.

She is there, in his mind, in their room
In he, the beholder,

She glows in light and dark
On him, the memories are now,

She touches from a distance
To him, the future is here,

She softly sounds asleep
In him, her beauty reposes through the now,
She dreams of her love
For him, forever.